Senin, 23 April 2012

Most of songs that i wrote is start from this guitar :)
his name woody, say hello!

Sabtu, 31 Maret 2012

So long Dad.

My dad , past away at saturday. 24-march-2011

Jumat kemarin adalah 7 harinya setelah ayah saya meninggal. I Miss you dad.
Saya nggak bisa berkata banyak. Saya melihat dengan mata kepala saya sendiri.

Papa adalah seorang yang bijaksana selama hidupnya, menghidupi keluarganya. Selalu bertanggung jawab akan atas apapun perbuatanya. Seseorang yang telah banyak berkorban buat negara. Papa adalah seorang yang selalu memberikan motivasi kepada ibu,kakak dan saya sendiri.
Papa adalah orang yang berkemauan tinggi, pantang menyerah. Papa adalah orang pertama yang mengenalkan saya kepada musik.

Kehilangan seorang ayah,
Kehilangan seseorang yang membesarkan saya selama 17 tahun hingga sekarang.
kehilangan seseorang yang saya sayangi.

Saya hanya menyesal , apa yang saya telah perbuat, dosa yang saya perbuat terhadapnya selama ayah saya masih bernafas, saya jarang sekali membalas post facebooknya, jarang mengabari dan menelponya, sms.. Saya belum pernah bisa membuatnya senang.

Kadang saya teringat ketika saya menciumi pipi ayah saya, saat ayah saya membelai rambut saya. Banyak sekali yang ayah lakukan untuk saya, Apa yang saya lakukan tidak akan pernah setimpal dengan apa yang telah ayah lakukan terhadap saya.


PAHIT...


saya melihat ayah saya terbaring kaku, lemas , tubuhnya dingin.
saya mencium keningnya , dan menutup matanya untuk terakhir kali.

Pah, kalau papa mendengarkan doa saya
Atau mungkin membacanya tulisan saya..

Saya hanya ingin ngomong, papah..hari2 akan terasa berat, tanpa papah disini..kalo saya kangen saya akan selalu mengingat wajah papah saya..dan membayangkan pelukan papah. Mungkin suatu hari saya akan menyusul papah disana. Saya akan terus mendoakan ayah saya..

Pah, thanks all for the love you give to me..
This is wound that can be healed, but wound always leave the scars

Goodbye Adjun Komisaris Besar Polisi.
AKIP PURWADI (1 JANUARI 1959 - 25 MARET 2012)

I LOVE YOU DAD.
Istirahat yang tenang ya papah.




Selasa, 20 Maret 2012

Selasa, 07 Februari 2012

OPPOSITE DECEMBER
LIFE SUCK

I know this kind of thing
the part when you was cheating on me, cheating on me
I know this should be thing
that i have talk to you to make this ,make this clear

Girl,i've been dying if i see you doin' this
you can call me suck but this is my decision
just turn around and go to your home
i don't mean this word
but we have to broke up!

I remember the day
When you said "i love you" and i say "me too"
But everything was change
Now you will give up on me don't you ? you let me down

Girl,i've been dying if i see you doin' this
you can call me suck but this is my decision
just turn around and go to your home
i don't mean this word
but we have to broke up!

Girl,i've been trying to pretend that you was not
go with the another kid,and i just sayin'
that i can't stand it anymore
even i still love
but you never care

girl i've been dying cause you are so far away
and you was not the person that i was knew
just tur around and i have to go away
even i still love but i have to move on



Opposite december - JHS 18




Jumat, 13 Januari 2012

Senin, 09 Januari 2012

It's been a tough week eky

Hello,everybody just wanna report that
I'm so down right now,deep down....
everything just killing me like, my dad always blame me , i see my ex go with another kid i know it's been a while since we break up, she say that not going anywhere so..feels like cheated
i don't have to do , people that always around me are gone one by one right now.
I Pretty stuck at this point with my band.

so i don't have anything except my family.
you know....so i though better will never come .

so yeah, this is sad part.

Minggu, 08 Januari 2012

FIGHT FOR FUTURE

MY BRAND NEW PROJECT! So yeah i've been watching listening the ghost inside all the time so i try to make some hardcore project band , so it's born at january 2012 i work this project with @luckybrinanda @ekyvarious @alamdhedhe @dsnoegroho @sakaaurya wish me luck! no,no luck is for loser :p

Jumat, 06 Januari 2012

Selasa, 03 Januari 2012

My new vans! thanks for penny! :)

Father birthday cakes :)



Dad,thanks for been love me all of the time :)
so i wrote song for ya,this is the song

it will be a long way dad

when i was child you said to me
that i have to be big man when i was mature
when i was child you said to me
that never let the world bring you down

but dad i'm sorry in fact
i'm always dissapointing you as a father
i never care bout' your notice
i never care about the way how you thread me

so.i'm gonna stay before you gone
i will,i will make you proud
i will,make you said "that's my son"
until someday you will find your kid be a good kid

before the time go forward and forward
before the day when you grew older
before you'll be the one that i miss
i will,i will make you proud :)

so.i'm gonna stay before you gone
i will,i will make you proud
i will,make you said "that's my son"
until someday you will find your kid be a good kid

dad,it will be a long day if you not by my side
so i will cry , i will cry
and i said thanks
for all of this

now you're going far now
we will miss you
waiting your came back home
thanks for everything :)

It's been a hard week for rev :')


Lihat ini si rev waktu masih sehat :") lucu yah? lihat deh senyumnya?

Ini dia lagi operasi tahap pertama :"(


Akhirnya ini operasi kedua di harajuku guitar gallery :"(



Nah akhirnya setelah melewati2 tahap operasi dia sembuh! :') akhirnya
it's been a though week rev!

Senin, 02 Januari 2012

yeah is it the way me :)

So i've been through all the thing that make me fallin down, make me down yeah i said it twice.
So the last thing i've been through is kind of thing that like everybody look at me so down

yeah i'm not handsome kid that has so many cars or bika,or somethin'
i'm not handsome kid that always make a girl melt
i'm not kind of easy going people that has so many friend
i'm not kind of people that has a big charisma , so everybody always look at me

this the way me, i wanna be like them but, this is the way me :)
this is the way me, is it me, is it me :)