So this is 2012

it's the first day on 2012
it's a new year! happy new year everybody! :)

ya sebenernya 2012 itu cuman pergantian angka dari tahun 2011 sih, tapi saya menganggap setiap pergantian tahun itu adalah waktu dimana saya mengenang apa yang sudah terjadi dalam 1 tahun ini. Banyak sekali yang udah terganti dalam waktu 1 tahun ini, rasanya waktu seperti di fast-forward dan saya sudah berada di mana tahun yang baru akan dimulai lagi.

SO! i will try to flash back what happen at this 2011
Jadi menurut kalian apa itu tahun 2011? apa benar-benar beharga buat kalian? apa malah membosankan? tahun jomblo? ataukah malah sebaliknya , buat saya tahun ini benar-benar lengkap sekali, saya banyak punya pengalaman di tahun ini memang dari tahun ke tahun ada pengalaman sih , tapi kali ini bener-bener deh. sebenarnya bukan angka tahun yang berganti yang kita rayakan, yang kita rayakan adalah, bagaimana kita bisa mengganti perbuatan buruk kita di tahun2 sebelumnya dengan perbuatan baik,berguna buat orang lain,buat orang2 yang penting buat kalian, biarin deh apa yang udah kalian tinggalin di 2011 buat itu sebuah pelajaran,bukanya untuk terus-menerus larut dalam kesedihan :) . pokoknya intinya harus ngambil pelajaran dari 2011.

so 2011 was over! ^_^
thanks to god until right now i'm still alive,i will do what i do! for a good thing :)

So easy to lie

Hello this is eky wibi

it's 0;54 at the midnight,wanna tell somethin' about what called galau
i never understand why a creature called girl, so easily to lie i've been cheated by girl so many times ,and it's so hurting my heart, i know this post it's kind of lame one but, this is my blog my rules. so i can't pretend that i'm strong , before this i always hold myself to don't write this kind of post but, you know i can't , so, one day i've been fallin' in love with girl, she's cute...i always loving her smile, after she's be mine, it thougt she will be the last in my life(yes everybody think that), but...so easy she break my heart she cheated me, so sweet honey, you say that you will never go with your ex :) but now? so easy you lie to me, so easy you've been cheated me. it will be the hardest part, you said you hate 'em .

so i won't called you a bitch, because you ever always in my mind but now, i trying to forget your name
go with your "mr.nice guy" , one day if he hurting you.. that bullet will shoot on the right direction and i will say that you will deserve darling

is it me?is it you?

Is it me, is it you?
Is it the times that we're living through,
Was it hard when I had to leave,
That day you seemed to change
We all need someone to guide us,
Someone to introduce the show,
I needed someone just like you,
Someone to let me know,
I could lose it all,

Well I began to breakdown,
Searching overtime,
Bring me a pigs heart and a glass of wine,
There is nothing that you could have done,
There is nothing thay you should have said,
We're still both chasing shadows in our heads,
It was all too soon...

But is it me, is it you,
Is it the times that we're going through,
Was it hard, did your heart breakdown,
Is your mind still in control,
There is a violence in love,
Some things I'll never understand
So where the bullets missed you out,
They hit me and I'm falling down again,

Well I began to breakdown,
Searching overtime,
Bring me a pigs heart and a glass of wine,
There is nothing that you could have done,
There is nothing thay you should have said,
I'm still chasing shadows in my head,
It was all too soon...

Was it me, was it you,
Was it the times that we're living through,
On my way to see you again,
You were my only friend,
I know you needed someone to guide you,
And the world you should've owned,
I needed someone to guide me,
Someone to let me know I could lose it all.

Find the new one

So i wait until i find someone :) , i will waiting until someone come, because the past told me to not do something stupid anymore.

For them who with the queen

Gonna write something about the people who got in relationship with such a beauty girl, called queen, so keep her nicely, before she let you down

This is called 17,and waiting what happen in this one year forward

Hello :)

Yes this is my 17th birthday it's 20-12-1994

everybody called it's sweet 17th , but i don't think i have the word "sweet" on it :)

Sudah banyak sekali yang saya alamin dalam 1 tahun ini, rasanya seperti periode 2010-2011 adalah 2 tahun, walaupun keliatanya hanya sedikit hal-hal yang penting :) dalam 1 tahun ini saya juga sudah putus sama 4 cewek .. putus dengan 4 cewek itu adalah benar-benar hal yang paling lama yang saya pernah alamin dalam periode 1 tahun. sebenernya 2 diantara 4 itu belum jadian sih , tapi udah kayak pacaran aja :p , yang 1 pacar baru, dan yang satu mantan saya

di 1 tahun ini juga saya belajar banyak hal.

mungkin jika disuruh milih dari tahun saya lahir 1994 sampai 2011 mana yang paling berkesan buat saya,saya mungkin bakalan milih ulang tahun saya yang ke 2011 ,di 2011 saya banyak banget dikasih cobaan dan rezeki ,dan pengalaman ... mau cerita apa pengalaman saya di 2010,tapi males udah banyak banget,contoh aja band,sekolah dan lain-lain

Aneh,tapi saya rasakan

Setiap ulang tahun saya dari tahun ke tahun saya selalu pingin balik ke tahun2 yang lalu mungkin sekitar 3-4 tahun kebelakang. saya nggak ngerti , menurut saya nggak fair aja tiba2 udah segede gini :) mungkin kalo ada mesin waktu saya akan kembali ke masa lalu bukan untuk ke masa depan.

Saya , nggak terlalu berharap dikasih apa-apa di ulang tahun saya kali ini 

dari tahun ke tahun juga nggak biasa dirayain kok , lebih dari cukup itu orang-orang yang (pernah) atau yang masih berarti buat saya ngucapin selamat ulang tahun buat saya, itu udah benar-benar lebih dari cukup :) 

yaaaah,di tahun ini ada orang yang cukup berarti buat saya tapi bahkan dia nggak ngerti kapan tanggal ulang tahun saya , padahal kita udah pernah jalan bareng, photobox bareng, tapi nggak apa lah :D orang bukan siapa2 saya juga

Oh iya! makasih buat mardha dewi yang udah bela2in bangun sampai jam 00.00 untuk ngasih ucapan selamat ulang tahun ke saya :) mungkin saya masih berarti buat kamu ya meskipun kamu udah sama yang lain (sinetron)

makasih juga buat wimas hernanda imperatri :) yang masih inget sama ulang tahun saya meskipun saya udah sering sekali nyakitin dia . 

semoga buat mereka saya masih menjadi seseorang yang bisa bikin mereka dewasa :)

Oh ya! Ditahun ini yang paling spesial adalah... bisa ketemu OPPOSITE DECEMBER :) 

makasih ya semaunya yang udah jadi orang2 penting buat saya dalam 1 tahun ini :) 

OPPOSITE DECEMBER - LIFE SUCK

OPPOSITE DECEMBER

LIFE SUCK

I know this kind of thing

the part when you was cheating on me, cheating on me

I know this should be thing

that i have talk to you to make this ,make this clear 

Girl,i've been dying if i see you doin' this

you can call me suck but this is my decision

just turn around and go to your home

i don't mean this word

but we have to broke up!

I remember the day

When you said "i love you" and i say "me too"

But everything was change

Now you will give up on me don't you ? you let me down 

Girl,i've been dying if i see you doin' this

you can call me suck but this is my decision

just turn around and go to your home

i don't mean this word

but we have to broke up!

Girl,i've been trying to pretend that you was not

go with the another kid,and i just sayin' 

that i can't stand it anymore

even i still love

but you will never care

you been sayin' 

that you will go with me

you been sayin'

that you never going anywhere

Girl,i've been dying if i see you doin' this

you can call me suck but this is my decision

just turn around and go to your home

i don't mean this word

but we have to broke up!

Girl,i've been trying to pretend that you was not

go with the another kid,and i just sayin' 

that i can't stand it anymore

even i still love

but you will never care

Dream

I Want to find myself (goodbye)

L.D.R (Like Diamond Rush)

FUCK OFF EVERYBODY

what i give to @vitrikusuma :)